It’s been so long since I’ve had ‘fun’ other than using all free opportunities to structure my diet and exercise…now I’m so tired I can’t overexercise like I did before, just plodding along at a relatively normal rate, and I’m not so hungry now that I’m not working out like a fiend 12 miles a day, food, life, and my wracked physical body just bore me. But I’m afraid to move onto something else. Wish I could just stay like this, but I know change comes and bats you on the ass, so I brace myself constantly.
Feel guilty for wasting a day, that’s all.
